Jessie J Penn Emotional Instagram About Her Miscarriage

“I posted about losing my baby just hours after I was told. I reacted in work mode.”

Jessie J She poured her heart out in an emotional Instagram post revealing additional details about her miscarriage in late November.

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singer-songwriter first open About the ordeal in an Instagram posted a few hours before it was scheduled to perform in Los Angeles.

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“What do I know I want to sing tonight,” she wrote at the time. “Not because I’m avoiding suffering or the process, but because I know singing tonight will help me. I’ve done 2 shows in 2 years and my soul needs it. Even more today.”

Now, the 33-year-old — who privately decided to have a baby on her own — revealed that her initial reaction didn’t allow her to fully process her grief. “I posted about losing my baby just hours after I was told. I reacted in work mode,” she wrote alongside a black-and-white clip of her from the concert.

“The ‘show must move on’ mentality reacted before the human in me. I should justify the audience for my show tomorrow, and explain to the world why I might be a little off, was my first thought. i have to change it in[n] Inspirational, I know I’ll be fine, strong moment, because that’s what I am right?

Jesse shared that she now understands “why women so often talk openly about the need and need for abortion.” She continued, “I’ve never experienced physical pain and trauma or felt so lonely. It changed me forever. In the most heartbreaking, but beautiful way. It put life in perspective that way.” kept like nothing else.”

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The artist also sent his love for abortionists, saying it was “one of the worst feelings in the world.” “I guess I’m here to say to someone who hasn’t been told this, you’re allowed to break down. You’re allowed to cry. You’re allowed to be weak. Tired of pain and bleeding and grief who has barely a place to live.”

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“You are allowed to do it however you need to. Sometimes life tells us to be human. We know there will be sunshine, but we can’t avoid the rain,” she concluded the message.

We hope all the time Jesse needs to recover and process properly.

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